Yesterday I woke up at 2:30 am. Yep, 2:30 AM.
Woke up knowing I was in a cloud and didn't really want to be there. I told my husband (when he finally got up) that I was struggling and asked him to watch me and help me because I didn't want to take my cloud out on anyone. During my quiet time I just asked God to help me to run to him in the cloud. I wanted to remember as long as I was in the cloud to cling to Him.
Today, I woke up at 5:30 am. A much better time.
My quiet time - Nevertheless afterward. Hebrews 12:11
YESTERDAY - full of grief for Daddy's death, Jack's car axle broken, and the Tigers lost to Carolina. (The last one was just the topper to huge emotions.)
TODAY - rejoicing that Daddy is in heaven, we can afford to pay for Jack's car repairs, and all of my really close friends are happy!
Yesterday I awoke to darkness - literally. Today I awoke to sunrise.